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A few days have gone by and still no progress with Eli yet. The thought alone make me want to sigh out loud.
"What's with the gloomy face?" Beth came up to me excitedly.
"I've got a good news for you" She continued.
"What is it?" I faked enthusiasm, nothing can cheer me up right now, unless Eli appears with a bouquet of roses and asked me to be his girlfriend. My stomach curled up into a tight ball of anticipation.
"The two hottest guy in school, Kiseop oppa, and Eli oppa are in the school's track team!" She exclaimed, raising her hands up and got a bit breathless by her own dramatic speech.
"Tell me how is that interesting news, when the school's track team only recruits males?" I asked, not interested at all.
"Ahem, I know that, captain obvious, but the girls in school are all applying to be the track team manager" She spat the words across.
"
THE track team that doesn't have a manager for
years?? " Ethicia joined in our conversation, sounding bewildered.
"Yup, who would want to hang out with a bunch of sweaty guys after school, sitting down there and handing them towels and drinks, you also have to know first aid to treat their wounds, if they got injured while running" Beth explained.
"So, are you game?" Ethicia challenged.
"You bet I am" I smiled. Great, now is the chance to get near Eli.
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After school, on the way to my locker, I spotted a familiar figure leaning against my locker.
It was Kiseop. My heart sank a bit.
"Hey" He said, when he spotted me.
"Hey" I replied cautiously, not wanting to touch the taboo topic of breaking up.
"So, what are you going to do after this?" He asked, cheerfully. Too cheerful.
"Uhm, I'm applying for the track team manager position" I replied too quickly, shit, I can never keep stuffs away from Kiseop, he is like my personal diary.
"Cool, I'm in the track team. You do know that right? Is that why you applied for the manager position?" he asked, wrapping his arms around me and smelling my hair.
Yes, and no. I sighed. I have to get this over with. And fast.
"You know, I feel something missing between us and I think it's best if we remain as friends". I replied sheepishly staring hard at the floor wishing a hole would appear so I can jump right in and disappear.
Kiseop did not reply at all, I stare up at him, he seems to have been frozen in his own thoughts.
"Kiseop?" I asked, worried. He is scaring me..
Still no reply. His eyes seem soulless.
Suddenly something fluttered onto the floor which dropped from his hands.
Zooming into the words a hundred times bigger. Impossible to miss, the words in bold.
ADMISSION TICKET TO EVERLAND
Nonono. It is our 1 month annicersary today, well, it was, and Kiseop have been so looking forward to it.
"I'm... I'm sorry" that was the only word I can gather up before the tears betray my emotions, and spilled down. I turned away immediately and ran.
As fast as I can, as far away as possible to the one person that have always been there for me.
Kiseop's face of emptiness kept repeating itself in my head, over and over again.
After drying my tears and washing my face, I proceeded to the general office to submit my name.
Eli is my only chance now, since I have already given up to be with Kiseop, there is no more turning back.
I stood upright, looking forward, never hesitating in my decision once more.
I spied a name "Kimberly Chia" in the box after submitting my name... It couldn't be... could it?
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Reaching home, I suddenly felt so tired that I immediately crashed onto bed, deep in slumber.
When an urgent knock woke me from my sleep.
"mm, come in" I mumbled.
"Get up" Kimchi said in a stern voice.
"What is it?" I asked awake and alert. It's rare to hear Kimchi in this tone, and it usually means I'm in trouble.
"You broke up with Kiseop?" She said.
"Uhm, sort of." I replied, I need to get away from Kiseop, lest my guilt chokes me to death.
"Oh my god, what? why ?? Call him and apologise, now." She said, her expression promising violence.
I am getting slightly annoyed now, who is she to care if I break up with my boyfriend??
"No, I won't." I replied sternly.
"Why not?" She shouted.
"Because I DON'T LOVE HIM ! " I shouted. I was about to say something even worse when I spied Kiseop outside my bedroom door, oh , great,as
if I hadn't hurt him enough.
Kimchi paused as she looked towards the direction I have been staring at, and I can see her expression turning into a big OH.
Kiseop walked into the room then,
Every heavy step feels as thou he is stomping on my heart.
"I respect your decision because I love you". He said, with a defeated sigh.
and the dreaded words spilled out. "I will wait for you" he whispered.
With that, he left.
"What was that? He is joking, right?" I mustered up a mock laugh. I want to die. I hope Kimchi kills myself for me.
"You can laugh after all these?" Kimchi stared at me, disgusted.
"You really are a slut" she spat the words at me.
How dare she say that I'm a slut. Isn't she a slut too, for lusting after someone's boyfriend?
"Stop acting like a saint, you bitch." I replied.
"As if you aren't the happiest person alive when I broke up with Kiseop". I accused.
"Excuse me?" She stared at me, all wide-eyed and innocent.
It have no effect whatsoever on me.
"I saw it, I saw your name, you were applying for the track team manager position too." I replied.
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After the big quarrel we had in my room, Kimchi have been a sore bitch all this while and refused to speak to me at all. I had lost my close friends all in one night.
Today, me, Beth, and all the other girls are in the school hall anxiously waiting for the results for the position of the school's Track Team Manager.
Almost immediately, the school's Track Team Advisor, Mr Shim, came onto stage with a solemn face, giving a super boring and long speech. I almost fell asleep. I spied Kimchi behind me, and made a face. No way is she going to be the manager.
Finally the moment came.. "And the our school's first Track Team Manager is..... Kimberly Chia."
No! It must be a mistake! I turned and saw Kimchi's happy smiling face and people around her congratulating her.
This is not happening. NOT to me.
Read Chapter 3 here
Next chapter of the awesome me - chapter 5 - I've Lost?! ! will be written in kimchi's (aka Kimberly's) point of view! I had fun being a bitch, but I want to be a good girl now. Thank you everyone for your support ! I love you!! KISSES KISSES !! hehehe.
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